GOD -,-

God, i wanna ask you many things.
First, when you give me the real happiness ?
Second, how i can survive my life ?
Third, when dady to change be like before (not temprament) ?
Fourth, give me all of your love so that i can feel the true of love
Fifth, heal my mom. take her illnes, hurt the cancer from her, please
Sixth, when you give me someone to be mine, please give him just to me. i'm appeal to you God
Oh God, answer all my pray. Only you the place to offer all my pray, my hope

endless love

my love,
there's only you in my life
the only thing that's right
my first love
you're every breath that i take
you're every step i make
and i,
i want to share all my love with you
no one else will do
and your eyes
they tell me how much you care
oh yes,
you will always be
my endless love
two hearts,
two hearts that beat as one
our lives have just begun
and forever,
i'll hold you close in my arms
i can't resist your charms
and love,
i'd play the fool for you
i'm sure you know i don't mind
because baby
you mean the world to me
i know, i've found in you
my endless love

happy birthday to APJ -,-

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday, happy birthday
happy birthday to you

(a short birthday's song i sang inside my mind)
today is ayu puspita joesni's birthday, and i had to say "happy birthday ayu". i do that but i don't know who is she, where is she, and what her look like. i know her name from someone who ever been so special. but now they lost contact -,- i won't said anything now, i just wanna say that i'm so glad to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her and wish she always be all the best for her parents, her friends and many people who knew her and also for her life amien -,-

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hujan turun membasahi dedaunan
menyejukkan udara
mendamaikan suasana
tapi aku disini menangis
membasahi relung hati ku yang haus akan kasih sayang
yang rindu akan sentuhan suasana yang damai
yang mendamba ketulusan hati nya untuk ku

i love basket !

hari ini rasa nya banyak banget yang pengen gue tulis. banyak banget kejadian yang bikin gue marah, kesel, bete, sampe pengen nangis gue sumpah ! apalagi pas tadi gue izin buat latihan basket di sekolah malah di larang. tapi gue tetep latihan (mungkin yang ngelarang udah bilang gue dableg kali yaa) abis gimana, enak banget ngelarang larang gue bahkan suruh gue berhenti main basket. dari sd sampe sekarang gue ga pernah berhenti yang nama nya main basket. basket tuh udah sebagian dari hidup gue (kedengeran nya lebay emang, tapi emang gitu kenyataan nya ck) gue ngerasa udah gede, hal hal kayak gini ga perlu lagi lah ngelarang larang gue, gue juga udah bisa bagi waktu gue ko kapan gue belajar kapan gue main. gue malah butuh support sebener nya tapi ga ada yang kasih itu ke gue. yaa oke lah gue bisa terima tapi kalo di larang bahkan suruh berhenti main gue udah ga bisa terima ! kenapa yaa ga pernah mereka ngerti apa yang gue suka apa yang gue mau apa yang jadi semangat gue. udah kesekian kali nya begini, tapi yaaa gue coba bertahan aja lah, tunggu kesadaran mereka haha (tapi kayak nya ga bakalan pada sadarin apa yang gue rasa) ckck

iseng

hampa hati saat dia pergi
resah jiwa saat sendiri
aku mati tanpa nya rasa hilang
ucap pun membisu
rindu menerpa dan aku mati
rasa ku hilang dan mati

haha iseng banget yaaa gue. ini puisi mendadak gue bikin pas lagi bengong hehe. gue gatau arti nya apa ckck tapi coba kalian artiin sendiri apa maksud gue di puisi ini haha

devaraaa

hem ini blog baru gue, buat permulaan mungkin gue cuma mau sedikit introduce diri gue hehe. yaa seperti kalian tau nama gue devara putri, umur gue masih 15 tahun (masih muda lah hehe) dan status gue masih pelajar dan saat ini punya pacar hehe. gue ini suka nulis ngeluarin isi pikiran gue juga perasaan gue (huaaa tinggi banget bahasa gue, berasa penulis beneran) maka nya gue bikin blog ini hehe. hem udah dulu ah yee hehe